whats up? :)p well today i worked through a temporary labor agency for our local land fill, it s so fun we get garbage pickers,bags and a sawed off hockey stick each for the garbage bags to hold the tops open :) very in-genius. So picture if you will ten people walking around a giant landfill picking up blowing garbage with plastic garbage pickers, putting it in bags and throwing back into the landfill where they mash the bags back down again? does this make sense to put garbage, mainly 90 % plastic bags back into a plastic bag then crushing into the ground, like what the fu*k is that, stupid shit, shouldn't they not be adding more garbage bags like maybe use bio-degradable bags, we fill up 300 garbage bags on average in 1 day between all of us working. so that's 300 more plastic bags rotting for a really long time. Another thing is i'm new to this particular job site so most of the guys got it in for me because someone was fired so i could work, so they think. It's kinda funny how some people have nothing better to do, they told me they have seniority over me but it's through a temporary labor service which means whom-ever shows up gets to work and every time they are away from 1 or 2 other people they talk shit about them and then when we're in a group they all talk to each other like their friends? and i mean they do this between 15 people usually and all they do is bitch and complain and never stop talking all day so i just wander off on my own for a few hours away from them and then they talk shit about me, true human nature i guess or just a bunch of looser's. Maybe we're all looser's searching for someone or something to accept us for us and not for what we have. I know why these guys i work with act this way it's because they are older and have probably had a bad hand in life making them feel bitter, not needed and not wanted so they have to talk badly about others to feel better about their own crappy existence. Or maybe they we're just having a bad day, :( sad from stress,time restraints, late on the rent or mortgage,fear,insomnia, who knows now-a-days not to mention everything you look at costs money. from the grass growing out of my lawn to the toilet paper wiping my ass crack to my t-shirt,roads,signs,my time,your time,drink,food i could go all day, life has to me just become a joke in a way. i think we spend more time on all the wrong things and not enough tie on the right ones, all we do is work,eat,sleep,shit,work,eat,sleep,text,text,work, why? for what? my time is worth more than a piece of paper with a number on it, like a reward to me for doing a good job like a dog getting a treat for doin a trick people are not dogs so why do we treat each other as though we are, why do we as a society appoint certain individuals,bosses control us a treat us wrong? everyone that knows me always says to me you know all you do is complain and i say and all you do is nothing but exist at-least i care enough about all the sad people i ve met in my life time thus far from rich men gambling away their lives to a poor women selling herself for cash, i ve met tim horton's cashier's with bags under their eyes from fear and stress i ve seen my own mother drive school bus,manage harvey's,manage a dollar store, work at a casino for over 10 years just to loose her job and now she makes minimum wage and she is a great mother never mean to me and always their for me their are millions of mothers like her suffering but yet all we do as a society is remain anti-social and ignorant if it isn't happening to us and as for my father well he's mean and that's just the way he has always been. all these things for what ? for nothing, everything is in fact nothing-ness, dust and air just like everything is love. You figure it out for yourself i choose to never change for anyone or any amount of numbered tree's i mean numbered paper, :)p papers for pussies, honour with a U is for men Honor tho neighbor,respect all life and above all stand up for yourself, all money is is slavery without the whips, everyone says oh my buddy makes 28 dollars an hour he's so lucky and i just laugh and they say your broke what are you laughing abut and i respond by saying well first off he has a house,a wife and 2 kids not to mention a car so right their all his monies going towards that stuff so he spends 25 years of his life working it away instead of spending quality time and real time with the things he created, his children, so in return you end up with a society of father less children which we have now all because of this you must work to be a respectable person, brainwashed and now it s so bad that the jobs you do get never keep you for more than 5 years it s not like when my father had a factory job back in the day. life now is so complicated that even the rich are having trouble making and keeping their money for that matter. i think we need a drastic change in the way people think and treat one another, don t hold hands and sing we are the world, prove we are the world, change the world together as one entity,one life and one world. a peaceful planet. hope you enjoyed my little writers block and maybe i made you think about a simpler life with today's benefits. back to our roots of agriculture and less money, more real life things,more nature,more animal less concrete,less signs and less control to those whom don t deserve it, more workers right s like you know instead of raising minimum wage 50 cents raise it to an actual amount people can not just survive off of, you 15 or 20 dollars an hour should be minimum wage to allow people some dignity and extra money to spend back into the economy and this to would lower crime because more money would make people less stressed and fell better about the job they have thus making them a more productive employee, SO EITHER WAY A SIMPLER MORE AGRICULTURE LIFESTYLE OR WORK AND RAISE MINIMUM WAGE DRASTICALLY SOMETHING HAS TO BE DONE 2014 THE PEOPLE OF CANADA DESERVE A CHANGE OUR GOVERNMENT HAS TO KNOW SOME OF THE THINGS I'VE SAID MAKE ABSOLUTE SENSE BUT YET NOTHING CHANGES, EVEN THE RADIO PLAYS SONGS FROM 35 YEARS AGO AND CALLS IT RNEW ROCK? LOL ANYWAY LAY OFF THE MEDS PEOPLE, I DO :)